Interesting day to say the least. A lot happened. I am not going to go into detail because a lot of the problems have now been resolved and other things involve people that I don't want to mention right now. *cough*cough* ex boyfriend *cough*cough*
Well, most recent ex. We promised not to talk bad about each other and we said that we are going to try our best to be friends. I really hope it all works out and I hope he doesn't hate me when I find someone else. I really hope he finds someone else too. I want him to be happy. I'm really not a bad person. Really..

my boyfriend and I broke up this morning.

enough said.

and the "mood" at the bottom is wrong. I am sure as hell not happy.

yesterday/last night I had my first swim of the year, it was pretty amazing, and Kenneth got to watch me. Too bad my first swim was in my clothes I was wearing that day. Was a nice cool down. And I do like swimming still. I will have to go in again tonight I think. Either tonight or tomorrow. Not sure. But yeah I really do like their pool. Its also too bad that my first swim of the year had to be to stir up the algae and stuff at the bottom of the deep end. It wasn't bad though. And my hair didn't smell so badly of chlorine because there was none in the pool. So my hair dried nicely too.

I think I am going back to his house tonight, but I might be going to the fair that is in town with a friend first. I will have to see

He hit me like a ray of sun, shining through my darkest night <3
He is so amazing to me I don't even know how to describe the way that I feel when I get to see him smile down at me. I anticipate making him smile. I want to make him smile. I wish I could make him smile every second of every day. But sadly, stupidity gets in the way, and I have recently found that: Stupidity, is lethal. It really it. Stupidity almost caused my death last night. (Well kind of not literally, but figuratively.)
He is the world that I stand on, and he possesses that gravity that pulls me close to him even when I don't think I want to be pulled close. When really, that is all I want. Being close to him is like being protected from everything else in the world. It is my happy place.

He is my happy place.

Kenneth is my happy place.

I have had the best day today!!

It has actually been pretty amazing. Though some bad things have happened. I didn't let them get me down : )