Here is my journal that I do every...however many days. I can't do it you know, everyday that would just be...too...organized for me. I have to work today and then when I'm done work I think I should clean my room but I probably won't. I will likely sit in my room and read and then see if Ken texts me. I really hope he does. It almost seems like he is mad at me all the time now. It makes me really sad
I wanted to go to his house last night, but that didn't work out. But I guess I'm going to his house on Thursday night. We will see how that goes. I really hope he isn't all mad at me the whole time. That would actually make me really sad

But whatever I guess its just something that I have to deal with, life. It sucks. Whatever.


Guh, guess I should get ready and leave for work soon... grr