Today I guess I am doing better than most days. I got to talk to my dad about a lot of the things that are going on in my life, and he pretty much agrees with me on everything. I really hope that he doesn't go and tell my mum everything that I said. I don't want my relationship with my dad wrecked too. My mum has lost me for good. She hardly talks to me anymore, and that is due to her stupid boyfriend in California, and when she takes my friend and I down to my grandparents house to go camping that Monday, we are leaving on Friday and my mum is turning around and going right home. Want to know why? Because her and her father aren't talking. Want to know why? Because he told her a lot of things about her and her boyfriend in California that she didn't want to hear. I don't even care about that anymore. But it is her fault that I hardly get to see my family down there anymore and it is her fault that my relationships with my family down there are deteriorating. Not my fault.

In other news, work is going well...I only work one day this week and it is Wednesday. Its alright I guess. I was expecting more hours the week before I go away but whatever, I guess I just have to deal with the hours I get. I'm working at the flower store today and maybe I will be working here on Tuesday too. I'm not sure yet, I was going to ask later today if they will need any help. Even if it is just cleaning that I'm doing it is still something to do on the day that my Dad is working. I think I will stay the whole week at my Dad's house. I don't want to go home to see my mum. There really isn't any point to it. Or not that I see anyway. I won't really be seeing any of my friends this upcoming week anyway, so I will just stay at my Dad's house and at least I can clean his house before I leave or something.

Anyway...I should probably end this little journal here...

Can't wait to leave. . .

I'll miss Kenneth though