Well I got my wisdom teeth out, and it hurts. And well...that is about it. I am back with Ken and I am happy with him. We have talked about a lot of things and we are doing a lot better than we were before. I smile when I'm with him now, truthfully not that fake masked smile. And I also still have time with my friends and I like that. The only friend that he has a problem with me being with is my ex boyfriend that I never should have been with in the first place. I hate being alone and he seemed to be there for me so I went for it. It was a stupid thing to do and it hurt him. I regret it, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. So I am going to stay with Ken, the one I love and keep my friends and make sure that I do that. I am trying to hang out with some more girls again, but if it doesn't work this time then I am just giving up on it. Its not worth just trying and trying and completely getting my heart trampled on, or just ripped out and torn apart. I get too many judgmental girls talking to me and then nuzzling into my heart and then ripping it apart from the inside out.

But that is enough of that, I have to get to work. Then I have to work again in thy hometown on Monday.