Well...yeah that's pretty much my life right now


SwimmingI find myself swimming in anxiety treading in depression holding my breath under exclusion then I find myself drowning in all these things I drown in self hatred trying desperately to reach the surface but every move I make brings me further down I cannot reach the topSwimming
I may never take a breath again


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That name really stuck in my mind, but why? It was like I knew her, from long ago. Someone I knew deep in my heart, soul and mind, but knew almost nothing about. I needed to know more about this woman. This couldnt be just another mind game my brain decided to play on me. I felt it in the very deepest places in my heart. I felt a connection to this woman, but why?
I looked around for my computer and finally found it where I left it, under my bed. I tried to look Mary Windshaw up on the internet and soon found that it was useless. The searches kept bringing things up that were tota


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I decided that I would ask him some other time when I would be okay with discussing my own situation with my real parents and the monster that was constantly screaming at me. I also figured that it would be quite a long time before I was ready to talk about those things. I knew my whole life that I would need to tell someone, I would need to trust someone enough to tell them my darkest secrets, I just hadnt found that person yet.
Then I suddenly realized the whole time I had been with Adam, the monster had fallen silent. I hadnt heard its screams since the night before when Adam came


LoveI see the looks that others give me. I see how they find me vile.Do you think it my fault that I love you? Am I to blame for loving someone so unlike myself? I don't see how I have a choice. I have loved you since we first met. What can really be expected. I can not deny my heart. People say we shouldn't be together because of our differences. You are a creature of the darkness while I come from the light. The light is supposed to be forgiving. Shouldn't they then embrace us as we are in our love for each other? Why do they shun it and say it is wrong? I can not understand them. Your people are the embracing ones in this. They havLove
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